Siman 344

(5.) Wednesday, parshas Terumah 5570 — I entered to him and he told me this account: "These days I had absolutely no peace of mind — how to be. For these several months — I do not know how many — I have been awaiting and longing to know a certain thing. For one matter became known to me, but I did not know this matter within the Torah. And I was longing to know this for several months as mentioned. For truly, certainly — how is it possible that there should be something that is not alluded to in the Torah? And now I found it explained in the Torah, and at first it had been very sealed from me." And truly... And truly, there are things that are alluded to only in allusion. And there are also several laws upon every single spike — as our Sages of blessed memory said (Menachos 29b), that upon every spike there are heaps upon heaps of laws. But now I found it explained explicitly within the Torah, etc. And there are also things that are above the Torah. And because of this (that is, because the aforementioned matter became known to me) now life is pleasant for me. For even if I were to depart from the world — even if I merited to know this there, they would reckon this for me as the World to Come — but now, on the contrary, etc., etc. And his intention was that now, since he merited this in this world, on the contrary — because of this, even more reward would come to me, wondrous twofold and twofold: