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We frequently find the expression, “ Hadri Bi ” ("I reversed myself"), in the Talmud when a Rabbi reverses his opinion. 92 Eruvin 52a, 64a; Pesachim 39a; Bava Kama 19a, 97a; Bava Metzia 65a. [However, the expression implies that he reversed himself rather than his opinion.] When the Talmud says, “ Hadri Bi ,” it is speaking of repentance. The Sage had interpreted the Torah incorrectly and was now repenting for it. As soon as he was questioned about this, he became aware of his error. He knew that it caused a blemish in the Torah for which he must repent.

Sometimes a person may have the potential for repentance, but it is not brought out to actuality. He may then try to perceive something above his level, and this will lead him to make actual his repentance.

Thus the Talmud says, “ Hadri Bi ” (literally, “I reversed in me”). For the repentance was in him, but only potentially. Only now can it be expressed.

[He reached above his ability, thus causing him to make this mistake. When his companion made him aware of his error, he immediately repented. In this manner, his potential for repentance was made actual.]